dear diary,

cny mood flying high. oh'i love the flower pots (: chanced upon - 's blog. someone talking abt his past love affairs on what he regret. and one of it happen to be mine. but looking back, i see we all grown up. we have moved up to square no.2. no longer on the same spot, doing the same things or going to the same place. is a different feeling whenever i return to these spots. it stir those feelings inside me, bringing back memories that were long forgotten. men often give empty promises and we women aint any better. he may have smash n stepped on my soul, tore my hopes and extinguish those flames of passion, but i cant say i've never broken anyone's heart so who am i to judge. the factors that make up of a love, fulfilling and lasting, would be trust, compromise and respect. at least to me, these are truly the basics of it. these are merely words. to carry out these promises requires alot of effort.

if i were to reflect on my past actions. i would say i regret. but i believe too. that some day i am able to break through my outer shell and reborn. my reflection would truly speak of what i am.

i cant wait for new year to start soon. cherio (: